The Rides Of Life

nothing much happening. gonna go for level 2 soon, on the 23rd. haven't really started reading up on the stuff i should. *gulp* erm, hope i'll do fine...... it's been 6 mths just like that! time flies... yet so many things happened this year. some good, some bad.


sigh, dunno.... just feeling mixed now.... hope my train of thoughts clear up and hope that everything will be ok. Have things gotta end sour sometimes? i dunno.... sometimes i feel that i've a duty to uphold to everybody..... just sick of it sometimes..... why can't i live my own life without anybody giving me stick?? i mean, all i want is true happiness. and when i thought i found it, other parts of my life gets affected. sometimes i feel that maybe i care too much. maybe i shouldnt give a damn at all and just think about ME and nothing else. sigh, i wish i could turn into this heartless, ruthless guy who doesn't give a F**k abt anybody or anyone..... i wish i could, but the fact is, i care. and i'll never stop caring for those i care about.

sigh, maybe i'm too soft inside. i break down easily, hurting for the people ard..... nobody sees the pain sometimes, except God..... so turn to Him i will.....

maybe, just maybe......
i dunno.....

emo sia..... abt to shed a tear or two. think i should stop this crap....
stop... stop.

posted by de @ 12:21 PM